x0xo..

im Lanilie Nunez Ramos,im d kind of girl w/ so many dreams.I want my family to hav d best life in the near future dats my 1st nd most goal in lyf and for me to achieve dat is to work my hardest,and wen that time comes dat wil be my biggest achievemnt in life.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

ndi lhat ng gus2 mo,mku2ha mo...

haaayyy,,,so havin a hard...dme q nai2cp,,,guz2 q xa d nman nya q guz2,,sket..:(

Sunday, October 3, 2010

forgive and forget.

I have extreme anger, mad etc. Especially once your cheated by someone you loved and been trusted for so many years. And even if that’s already a past, you will always and always got to reminisce the time it happen, and that girl! She’s so flirt and damn it she’s a trash that if I had a power she’s damn dead from the time I got to know that I was cheated.

I don’t why I can’t move on with that, maybe the reason why it’s hard because this was my first time to be hurt like that, an intense pain that radiate all over my body, and the first time I’ve been cheated like that and it’s true it can happen in real life not only with soap operas I’ve watched before.

But I know and I truly believed if God can forgive why can’t I? And maybe in time I can forget and learn to forgive. And leave all to God.

The most important thing I’ve learned with that was don’t give your full trust to anyone that you know in the first place will cause you harm. And if your in pain don’t think that it’s the end of the world because there’s so many people who love you so much and they will not hurt you instead love you unconditionally like my friends whom I really love (tina, marga, sam, ami, Bianca, heza, kat, reg, ai, ida, beo, kat, raf, merz, nisa, esp. Claire, ayie, rovie), My very best family especially to my Mom, sorry for all the mistakes and bad things I’ve done that cause you lot of worries and to God you’re the BEST, in spite of all my sins Your always there beside me, instruct and guide me to the best path of life.

And to those people who gave me pain, I know how to forget and forgive maybe in God’s time I can apply it. Just bear in your mind “What goes around, comes around, What goes up must come down?”. And Karma will come.

Friday, October 1, 2010

technology..

My OR days were done now and I will missed all the people there the surgeons, nurses, crews, patients and most especially to our clinical instructor Sir Habac who taught us many things, inspired us to become better nurses in the future. We learned a lot that can never be taught inside the classroom and it was one of the most treasured things I will never ever forget in my life, and I’ll always have to bear in my mind. He taught us how the real nurses perform procedures with a touch of Filipino care. And also the moments we’ve shared, either toxic or sleepy moments that was the most happiest experience a student nurse would have in their entire studies that no one could ever have. And my group mates whom I’ve shared my laughter’s, picture takings, horror momentsJ, brain storming, food trips, and crazy things we’ve shared with our OR duty that was the great and best among all.

And above all thanks to God because He guides us in every procedure we participated and to the lives we save, He also answered all our prayers we asked especially for more cases. Thank you God.

And I hoped this will be a start of colorful duty experience we will have as we take the road of learning’s and wisdom. J

As time goes, especially now I remember my first semester of this year that reminisce my feeling how happy I am that I’m now a 3rd year student that almost 1 year I will finish my studies, and now we’re near on our final exams and another thing would be the end of the semester I’m happy, excited, and nervous. Happy because next year finally I will become a 4th year student already, and after that graduation and little by little I can reach my goal and dreams in life to be successful. Excited not only for the vacation these sembreak because I will be spending my free time to relax and unwind my self, but also for the second semester that we will have the subjects, professors, duties and new skills and learning’s we’ll going to have. And nervous because as Ms. D told us to have our sembreak be fruitful because this 2nd semester will be loaded of all major subjects and that was 5 major subjects that gave us anxiety that it will be more difficult than the other semesters we have taken already. But I know I can make it as long as I have strong faith w/ God, prayers, and my motto I’ve learned “daig ng masipag ang matalino” so I should be “masipag” all the time.

As we have our Nursing Informatics subject, it’s new but we learned a lot especially with the technology, it made the impossible, possible. Like doing NCP’s within 5 minutes and it’s incredibly amazing it fun to have technology. Right now I’m doing our case study even if we were far to each other with this wiki it made our work easy. Isn’ t amazing? So wonderful…J

taking the path...

.As time goes, especially now I remember my first semester of this year that reminisce my feeling how happy I am that I’m now a 3rd year student that almost 1 year I will finish my studies, and now we’re near on our final exams and another thing would be the end of the semester I’m happy, excited, and nervous. Happy because next year finally I will become a 4th year student already, and after that graduation and little by little I can reach my goal and dreams in life to be successful. Excited not only for the vacation these sembreak because I will be spending my free time to relax and unwind my self, but also for the second semester that we will have the subjects, professors, duties and new skills and learning’s we’ll going to have. And nervous because as Ms. D told us to have our sembreak be fruitful because this 2nd semester will be loaded of all major subjects and that was 5 major subjects that gave us anxiety that it will be more difficult than the other semesters we have taken already. But I know I can make it as long as I have strong faith w/ God, prayers, and my motto I’ve learned “daig ng masipag ang matalino” so I should be “masipag” all the time.

operating room duty!!!xo happy!!!

My OR days were done now and I will missed all the people there the surgeons, nurses, crews, patients and most especially to our clinical instructor Sir Habac who taught us many things, inspired us to become better nurses in the future. We learned a lot that can never be taught inside the classroom and it was one of the most treasured things I will never ever forget in my life, and I’ll always have to bear in my mind. He taught us how the real nurses perform procedures with a touch of Filipino care. And also the moments we’ve shared, either toxic or sleepy moments that was the most happiest experience a student nurse would have in their entire studies that no one could ever have. And my group mates whom I’ve shared my laughter’s, picture takings, horror momentsJ, brain storming, food trips, and crazy things we’ve shared with our OR duty that was the great and best among all.

And above all thanks to God because He guides us in every procedure we participated and to the lives we save, He also answered all our prayers we asked especially for more cases. Thank you God.

And I hoped this will be a start of colorful duty experience we will have as we take the road of learning’s and wisdom. J

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

LSS, over!!!!

Did you know the LSS, this song was the one I always sang, and it was really nice especially the cold voice of Vanessa Carlton, (di nakakasawa pakinggan)….here was the lyrics of it from google.com

"Pretty Baby"

You light me up and then I fall for you
You lay me down and then I call for you
Stumbling on reasons that are far and few
I'd let it all come down and then some for you

Pretty baby don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
Pretty baby why can't you see
You're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
For you're the sun that breaks the storm
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
As long as you keep comin' around, oh pretty baby

And I know things can't last forever
But there are lessons that you'll never learn
Oh just the scent of you it makes me hurt
So how's it you that makes me better

[Chorus]

Why can't you hold me and never let go
When you touch me it is me that you own
Pretty baby oh the place that you hold in my heart
Would you break it apart again... oh pretty baby

[Chorus]

Pretty baby, why can't you see
Pretty baby, don't you leave me
Pretty baby, why can't you see
Pretty baby, don't you leave me,
Pretty Baby
My Pretty Baby
My Pretty Baby
Don't you leave me [fade]

lesson's in life

..,this morning with our Med-Surg class I was inspired again with Ms. D. She told as a really true story about her and her friend, while she’s telling that I felt that some part of it was like mine, that sometimes I became stupid with love, I know that my studies were affected especially when we fight, I know what were the disadvantages and yet I continue to love him. I know that somewhere in near future, I cannot get the life I want and dreamed of if I continue with him. To make it short, the end point of that lesson I got a while ago and that I should really, really bear it on my mind is that “wag kang pipili ng lalaking walang patutunguhan ang buhay” I know in time I will realize this one and will correct the path I am taking. I should focus on the right way in order for me to succeed. xoxo

Thursday, August 26, 2010

..,After our 2 weeks duty, I hope I have a chance to rest but when I saw my “Calendar Scheds” there’s no time to relax because next week will be our Midterm exam and I have to be ready for it, I need to review in order to meet my goal in my aimed grades. This Thursday to Tuesday will be my review days, I hope I will be able to finish it on time, understand what is written, retain in my mind all the things needed, and the most important I know God will help me all the time. He will instruct me and guide all the things, for my exam. Good luck to all with our Midterm exams.

Picture, picture. Hahaahahahah..When we had no classes in one of our subjects what we will do is take pictures. The happiest thing we had! We did crazy pose and wacky pictures. It’s a good memorabilia of your life, that when you grow old when you have problems. You can look back your happy pictures and it will reminisce happy moments of your life, and will be a good relief because you will remember that once in your life you became happy that all you did was to take picture, smile and hide in the camera all the sad moments and problems of your life.






At last, our duty begun, and I think one of my happiest duty ever. We did a lot of procedure to our patients. I learn new, like charting because of this I feel like I’m a real nurse already, I also learn the procedure of admitting a patient. Wound care with DM patients and lots of assessment. And many more.

And the most important thing I gained in this duty was the good experience and the self-confident, that I know in the future when I became a real nurse will really help me a lot in dealing with my patients.

And also the bonding, laughter’s, and jokes we’d share with my group mates we really had a goodtime especially our C.I who taught us a lot not only in the field but the personality we formed. I hoped with our next duty we will have a great and best experience. And these moments of my life will be my treasure as I grow up, and will remain in my heart forever.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

..,cOnfession..

A week ago my friend asked me for an advice, she is asking what to do about her feelings right now. She told me that she is in loved with the bestfriend of her boyfriend, every time she saw this guy, she was thinking to be with her girlfriend since this guy is single, she knows that she was really inloved. And they had talked also but this guy didn’t know yet what my bestfriend’s felt with him and also his boyfriend didn’t know about this thing but sometimes she made jokes that she had a crush on his best friend but the thing was deep inside of her it was true. My friend didn’t feel guilty because with her boyfriend she was cheated and have another girl but because my friend love her bf so much she accept it again but as their relationship move on my bestfriend’s love to her boyfriend got lessen everytime they had fight . But for me my advised with her was just don’t mind that thing the most important now was to continue her study, and after she graduated there will lot of guy’s out there more deserving to love.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

excited...

..,Next week will be our duty for this semester, I’m very excited to meet new patients and learn new things, especially with our new ward Surgical Ward although I’ve heard a lot with my classmates about the patients, toxic works, I’m very eager to learn new things, new experiences and new people to be with. I hope this coming duty will be fun and I hope I will learn a lot.

tips in REVIEWING for EXAMS...

..,first preliminary exam for this year, so nervous and excited...i've researched some tips in how to review before taking the exam, and i can relate to it because i do some of this, and its effective...this article i think is the most effective which i do also..
.By Atty. Joseph Gonzales (http://mbstudentsandcampuses.blog.friendster.com/2008/09/tips-in-reviewing-for-an-exam/)

The cases we were required to read, some of them a thousand pages long, can’t be compared to the study load for, say, economics. And I’m not even taking into consideration the codals, or the annotations.Early on in law school, we were forced to get a grip of what was necessary to survive. The burning issue was, how did we study all the materials pleasantly sent our way by our loving professors?We had to develop study habits, fast. Some of the things I tried worked, some bombed. In any case, these are some of those that worked.

TIMING IS EVERYTHING. Find your schedule. Are you the early bird type, disgustingly bright and cheery first thing in the morning? Or are you a late owl and your mind’s clear as day only in the wee hours of the night? Can you study on a full stomach, or do you tend to doze off after lunch? Do you prefer to be hungry while absorbing knowledge? Get your body clock, and once you know that, try sticking to it. But if your schedule does not permit you, why not take a cup of coffee to keep you focused and alert?Numerous studies have shown that coffee aids in mental awareness.I also have this non-scientifically tested belief that the brain processes info while a person is sleeping. So, mostly, I studied until midnight, and then I tried to get a great night’s sleep.

STUDY AIDS. If I had to study in the afternoon, then I made sure I had a cup of coffee to fight that dangerously delicious siesta beckoning in the corner. Coffee always did the trick. Sometimes, just that distinct aroma that coffee gives is enough to heighten the senses.You might have your own pick-me-upper, like gum or a chocolate bar. Whatever it is, stock up on it.

LOCATION, LOCATION, LOCATION. Are you the type who can’t study unless you have a herd of miserable companions suffering alongside? Does a library full of eye candy work for you, so you can scope the landscape for inspiration every now and then? Or is it too distracting by far, and you’d much prefer blank white walls and zero distraction? Whatever it is, make sure you have that space available to you right before a crucial exam.

ORIGINAL MCCOY. I belong to the ‘segurista’ school of thought. Nothing compares to reading the material in the original. Sure, digests and outlines prepared by other brilliant students can save you time. But who knows if they omitted something they thought was unnecessary, but that something wasn’t within your data banks yet?So to be safe, read the original text, especially if you do have the time. Don’t take the easy shortcuts - they could be fatal.Still have time? Read the assigned material, and then read the digest somebody else prepared. Compare the two. Try to critique the digest, and see where crucial items were missed. Once you’ve critiqued it, you’ve just made it easier to learn the material by heart.

DRY RUN. Did you know dancers try to go through the choreography in their heads as a way of rehearsing?Do a mental run through of everything that you’ve read. Try to remember everything, without referring to your notes. You’ll find out where the gaps are.This process can tell you what you know, and what you didn’t retain. The good news is, you still have time to look up what’s missing. Then you can pick up what got left behind.

THE JUICE. That certain details count, others don’t. Very important — try to get the kernel. Not everything’s a matter of life and death if you forget them. Try to figure out why the material was assigned, and what’s important for you to learn. Sometimes it doesn’t matter where it happened (unless you’re talking about jurisdiction in criminal law) or when it happened (unless you’re arguing about whether the case has been superseded or repealed). Who cares about the sex of the party (unless it’s the crime of concubinage) or his age (unless he’s a minor wanting to get married). Is the number of carabaos stolen material? Do you have to know the time the incident happened? You might answer, most probably not, but the answer’s actually a ‘maybe.’Focus on why you’re studying the case. How is it related to the provision of the law? What made that crazy professor, who combined the hodge-podge of seemingly unrelated cases into one cohesive course outline, assign this particular case? Try to find the method in the madness. Once you know what to look for, then you’re safely on track.

REFRESH. Still got time? Get a relaxing cup of coffee, and read everything all over again. The rule of thumb they gave in law school was, read everything thrice. Totally impossible, unless you’re a whiz at speed-reading.Reading it twice does let you pick up nuances you might have missed during the first pass. Things you learn in the middle or the end of the semester could clarify the cases you were grappling with at the beginning of the sem, so it pays to go over the material one more time. It can give you a holistic picture of the entire course. (Natch, that should give you an advantage over everybody else.)

BENCHMARK. Talk to your classmates and try to get a feel of what they understand of the material. Is their understanding pretty much the same as yours? Discuss sticky issues.The process of discussion lets you articulate and process the things you’ve read (and makes it easier to retain what you discussed). Come exam time, and questions related to your discussion pop up, you’ll find it that much easier to retrieve from your mental files. Worse comes to worst, you’ll pick up something useful from the discussion, and learn something. (And that’s really why you’re in school, right?)Of course, there’s also the danger of finding out nobody else studied as much as you did, and you get a false sense of complacency. Or you might end up lulling yourself into thinking you’re smarter than everybody else. But don’t worry. Law school has an amazing ability to humble most people.

and the most important thing to do is to PRAY,,its 100% effective....HE will guide you while taking the exam..GOOD LUCK and GOD BLESS!!!!!!

thanks to Him!

..,after ouR exam I feel so relief a bit because I don’t have to worry about reviews with my subject. Now my burden is will I get the score that I want. When we got our test paper and was announced it to the class I am very happy that day because all my burdens, hard works was given a great return and that was a high grades, I was fulfilled a lot and deep in side of me, I want to cry because I know God gave this high scores to me. It’s really effective that with your ”sipag at tiyaga” is not enough the most important was to pray, based on my experience it’s really effective 100%. You should go also to church and pray for it, before I sleep I’ll pray for it and to my mom also I told her to help me in praying for getting a high grades with my exams. But after getting what I want, this high scores, my prayers would not end with that, it will be a part of my whole life always and forever and when Sunday’s come its my time to thanked Him for the high grades, I always pray that all that high grades was dedicated for Him and to my family. Every time you will pray it’s not a matter of asking for a wish or favor it’s about thanking Him for all the blessings (the life) and the fact that it’s a form of talking with Him it’s a good deeds for your soul and life.

Monday, July 19, 2010

experiences, reminiscing, faith..




Shooting star, so weird and romantic! Last June 28 at 12:08 am, I saw a shooting star, I was then get starstruck because for the first time ever in my life, I saw personally a falling star, it was not actually a star, scientifically saying, it was a meteorite from the galaxy but traditionally we called it as a star. We all know and believe that as we saw that kind of thing we should wish, because it will come true, I wished a lot of things, that it consumed almost a minute. And as I wish, I closed my eyes and wish from the bottom of my heart all what I want in life, for now, for my present and for my future. It may sound romantic also for me, because that moment I was with my boyfriend, while were in the middle of talk, we saw a light in the sky that was so bright I thought it was a fireworks(kwitis) but it did not explode until he said that it was a shooting star. My boyfriend was crying and said all I wish in that shooting star is for you to be my forever.(ahhh, so sweat!!!). And I know that you wished the same way like mine, I did not react and keep my mouth because it may hurt him if I told what I wished in that shooting star and with that wished was to learn how to forget him, because a month ago I experienced a lot of pain, hurts, cries, and was cheated by him and by that I became afraid to love and tired of loving someone you don’t know what was going on his mind, if he was to be trustworthy to be loved, and all that feelings I want to stop and let go and have a peace of mind and I wished was to forget him, until now I didn’t tell him. Although now I’m happy with him but sometimes I get easily hurt because everytime I’m with him, I always reminisced the past that he cheated on me, lied and whatsoever I just don’t want to enumerate that experience. All I can say now is I am now going with the flow of life, moving on with the past and facing the present with full of love and compassion to everybody, I just don’t mind problems now. I’m now focused and gave more attention to my studies, my family and strengthen my faith with God. I thank God for the blessings He’s giving to me, and I know that all that problems I encountered was a blessing in disguise because it was just a lesson and a tool for me to become a good person with a strong heart in facing life, it serves as a training for me so whenever there will be a problem (I hope not to have) I am more stronger and I can face it with courage and not afraid of the circumstances of life and with my family especially my Mom who is always there for me as my bestfriend, advicer, a teacher and the most and ever kind Mom giving me support, giving her shoulder to lean on and I can cry with. Thanks, I love you!xoxo

my funniest video...

Have you experience being on T.V? That’s cool, an experience in your life that you won’t forget until you became old and when the time comes that you have already your grandchildren its good experienced to be told to them. I once became a part, little part of a T.V show and that experience was unforgettable. Do you remember the gag show of GMA 7, Bitoy’s Funniest Videos? They have a segment called Yari Ka! and I once became part of it.

Many of my friends, classmates, schoolmates, teachers, neighborhood, and even the tricycle drivers near our house seen that show. And when they see me, they always say Yari Ka! And it was fun because in an instant, at little moment I became popular, especially in our school, I always here the word “Yaris Ka!”or they will say “di ba yan yung nayari sa Bitoy?” and they will call my name, I smiled on them because of many people they recognize me, it was really fun. And that experience took a month of hangover to my schoolmates even in our graduation, when I walk on the aisle, they all shout Yari ka! And when I arrived on the stage, one officer of the DepEd, one of the guests in our graduation, said “Kaya ka pala sikat kase maganda” I smiled saying on my mind “syempre” (hahaha) and it’s because of that T.V show.

Many of my classmates were asking how it happened. Well, its not so long story. As I remember, that was a valentine day February 14, 2008 afternoon. The sister-in-law of my sister was before a talent in talent agency, and I know that she has lot of “rakets”, before that, Feb. 13 in the evening she texted me and said, “Lala gusto mo ba magkapera? Sama kita may raket tayo” and exactly that time I have no money I don’t think and I eagerly agree to go with her, and I know she can be trust. And when that Feb.14 came, she texted me to meet her at Kamias in Edsa, I arrived late because of the traffic, we went to a place I don’t know the exact place but somewhere near in Edsa. Ate Gina said that we will be assisting a puppet show I will be a Production Assistant, and in just an hour I can have 2000, and I smile thinking “hmmm, dami ko na pera, dami ko mabibili mga dress”. We went to an office and met there a guy I don’t remember the name, and she was explaining what to do. He explained to me that I will be the production assistant, I will be assisting him whenever he has a show, I will be the one to prepare the puppets to be used, and so many explanations, and a minute, there’s a call on his cellphone as I’ve heard it was all about his car on the parking and he said “teka lang huh’ maiwan ko muna kayo kase ayusin ko lan yung pagkakapark nung kotse ko”, and as we wait there I’ d seen a lot of puppets especially in the transparent slide cabinet, ate Gina was saying a lot of story while we were waiting, but one of the most puppet whom I get my attention to it was the on figure of a little man, he was wearing an Americana, it was introduced to me by that guy and I don’t my feeling because I became afraid because of his image, that puppet was like the puppet in some horror movies like chucky but not so much, because I love watching horror film, after a while, I told ate Gina “ate nakakatakot naman, dito lalo na yung puppet nay un oh yung nasa cabinet” and then when we two stared on the puppet it move and has a knife on his hand “ate Gina tignan mo may kutsilyo” and the the puppet shout, “roar” and we were shock and shouting the puppet said “kukunin kita lala,kukunin kita lala” and while raising his knife, we were screaming to death, we open the door to get out of that room, but the door was lock, and I’m screaming loudly because I am very afraid I thought that is this real?, that there is a reality of this?, am I gonna die?, is this real? All that thought was scrambled on my mind and don’t know what to do, I really cried and the puppet was continuing to scares us, and the puppet said “kukunin kita lala, dahil ako si Michael V at Yari Ka!” I said “Hala si Michael V.” and I saw Michael V. was behind on that cabinet, after that very moment all of my worries, scare, cries was relief and im happy to death I’ve seen Michael v. that I became a part of his show. So happy that day the most unforgettable day and Valentine’s Day of my life. Thanks to ate Gina and Michael V. and I had an opportunity to talked with Michael V. a little and he hugs me, so happy that day and ate Gina revealed to me that she was a “Kasabwat” and also the owner of the puppets and even my mom knows it but ate Gina say not to tell me because there will be no action or excitement, but its okay with me it was an extraordinary experience and I know that experienced will last a lifetime.

That’s all, in life it’s really true that life was mysterious and full of surprises. I hoped as I live there were lots of happy surprises on my way, and give me another experience that will really extraordinary. Yari ka!

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Summer Vacation Rocks!







VACATION? When we hear that word our ears, raised up and our minds were jumping to happiness. Some maybe can relate to this who really a lover of vacations, and for me I really loved vacation because it is our time to unwind, to refresh our mind to the stress we get from our studies and other stuff in life. Reporting’s there, project’s here, defense’s everywhere and when we do all that things, our mind is in a state of a riot we don’t know what to do first and when to start, but we don’t have a choice but to fulfill and finish lots of things and requirements on time. But it’s normal for me to have that work because I’m a nursing student, our works were very loaded, hectic, jump pack in others words, especially me, when other nursing students were stressed out, in my situation it doubles the stress I feel because of my type A personality(that I learned in my General Psychology class), I worked simultaneously, I’m not in peace when I have works that were undone and I tend to be really stressed, and freak out all the time I had that kind of tasks. But in some, they can handle it like type B personality they were relax every time there is a problem they take it in a relax mind, that they know they can do and finish it.

And if vacation time arrives, I’m very happy because I can relax my mind from works and all I have to do is to enjoy the moment, time and the environment. This last summer was the most and most vacation ever that I can say the most unforgettable. And I want to share some of these experiences. The first part of my vacation was when we went to Subic, this happened before our summer class begun and it was really fun. Aside from it’s my first time to be there, it also reminisces my childhood days. We went on a beach with a little bit of white sand, it brought back my memory of my childhood because I’m really a lover of nature and I loved to swim in the sea and when we’ve been there, I enjoy the beach because when I lived here in Manila all were swimming pools and chlorine mixed around the water some was just enough and other were too much chlorine mixed. I really enjoyed the view of sunset, the beach and especially my friends of mine Arrenz, Ami, Marga, Binca and Ling, Ivan, Edwin and Tina who I missed so much right now. After that outing our summer class has begun, but we talked always that after that summer class we will have again an outing and we chose Batangas. Because of Subic adventure we had and I admit we had a deficit in money so we did was, we earned money all through out summer class I collected money everyday, I was so dedicated because I really want to go there.

But before that Batangas outing I had a Quezon vacation stop over first. And it was really unforgettable because, I joined Flores de Mayo there or Santacruzan, because my sister’s mother-in-law was “hermana” in the church there and they chose me as a Reyna Elena, I am very flattered because that’s the most awaited part in the procession.:-)But it’s not only a procession I thought of, there’s a little of role play to be held after. I memorized a 12 stanza poem or they call it “Luwa”, how was that! very stressful but I know I can do it because I memorized a lot when I had my Micro-Para class, but when I read the poem I’m so lost because the Tagalog used was so very deep and I don’t know how will I pronounced that but it was fun I learned new things. And when that Santacruzan day came, I’m very excited because before when I was a child I always say to myself that when I grow up I will be there with an escort and will be crowned Reyna Elena, and suddenly now was the time(this in my moment!). Many people were watching, smiling at me and saying I’m beautiful (bonga!) that my gown was very nice. Although it was a long walked and with a rocky road, all that struggles was gone because of beautiful comments I had with the people. I feel like I’m a princess of some castle, walking on my territory while my people was looking on my beauty (xoxal!lol). After that, the fun never stop, in the night, there was a party held for the participants of the Santacruzan to introduce to all the people. It was exciting because it was also a pageant of beauty I was chose to be one of the muse. And what we did was with my partner, we dance in the middle of the ball and then we solicited money and good thing on it was for the church. And on the good side of me, one of my personality was being competitive, I want to win that moment and it happened I was crowned 1st , and people there was happy for me because although I‘m new on that place I’m not shy to approach people to solicit money , talked and interact with them. Also a part of that night, and unforgettable was dancing with the oldies who was drunk and with the tune of old, old song, it was really fun because I learned how to dance in the old way and at the same time it was exhausting because after a dance I cannot sit because many people will approach me to dance and you cannot refused because it was made for fun and not for corny people.

After that day I did not sleep, I went to Batangas already for our outing, and it was really, really far, far as I thought. I ride a lot of buses, tricycles before I got to Nasugbo, Batangas. But when I came to the beach I feel relieve because of the beautiful spots and sceneries there. And I say I became black (dark) because we swim all through out and it was under a really hot sun. We have lot of foods, drinks, but the store there was really expensive they sell their stuff 3 times with its real price and all we can do was to buy that because we don’t have other store to buy at. And the most unforgettable moment in there was when we were all asleep in the seashore then suddenly, a big wave of wind came to us. Many tents were falling, as if there were an upcoming storm and it rained really strong we were like wet chicks there because we all stayed in a nipa hut but it was fun and adventurous. And that was a part of my Batangas adventure and we also had a stop over in Tagaytay where we saw Taal Volcano. Take pictures there and eat our breakfast there.

After that Batangas outing I went back to Quezon to spend the rest of my vacation, and it was also fun because I reminisces my past. I also hosted my nephew’s party we held games, games, games and party. We packed foods, assisted children and ate lot of foods there. After that, we went again swimming, that time we went again to the beach and it was really white sand. I enjoyed the beach with its blended blue and green water. We picked sea shells with shapes and the white sand. After that I also experienced bathing in what they called “puso” it was really fun.

That was a part of my adventurous, funniest, and relaxing summer vacation. It gave me another life and a relief to all the stressed I had. I hoped that it’s not the end of it. I hoped it was just a start of the one of my summer vacation in life. Vacation was really fun it was like a delicious food that when you eat and was finished, there is a tendency that after that you want another one and craving for it. And will make your world rocks, Vacation rocks!