experiences, reminiscing, faith..

Shooting star, so weird and romantic! Last June 28 at 12:08 am, I saw a shooting star, I was then get starstruck because for the first time ever in my life, I saw personally a falling star, it was not actually a star, scientifically saying, it was a meteorite from the galaxy but traditionally we called it as a star. We all know and believe that as we saw that kind of thing we should wish, because it will come true, I wished a lot of things, that it consumed almost a minute. And as I wish, I closed my eyes and wish from the bottom of my heart all what I want in life, for now, for my present and for my future. It may sound romantic also for me, because that moment I was with my boyfriend, while were in the middle of talk, we saw a light in the sky that was so bright I thought it was a fireworks(kwitis) but it did not explode until he said that it was a shooting star. My boyfriend was crying and said all I wish in that shooting star is for you to be my forever.(ahhh, so sweat!!!). And I know that you wished the same way like mine, I did not react and keep my mouth because it may hurt him if I told what I wished in that shooting star and with that wished was to learn how to forget him, because a month ago I experienced a lot of pain, hurts, cries, and was cheated by him and by that I became afraid to love and tired of loving someone you don’t know what was going on his mind, if he was to be trustworthy to be loved, and all that feelings I want to stop and let go and have a peace of mind and I wished was to forget him, until now I didn’t tell him. Although now I’m happy with him but sometimes I get easily hurt because everytime I’m with him, I always reminisced the past that he cheated on me, lied and whatsoever I just don’t want to enumerate that experience. All I can say now is I am now going with the flow of life, moving on with the past and facing the present with full of love and compassion to everybody, I just don’t mind problems now. I’m now focused and gave more attention to my studies, my family and strengthen my faith with God. I thank God for the blessings He’s giving to me, and I know that all that problems I encountered was a blessing in disguise because it was just a lesson and a tool for me to become a good person with a strong heart in facing life, it serves as a training for me so whenever there will be a problem (I hope not to have) I am more stronger and I can face it with courage and not afraid of the circumstances of life and with my family especially my Mom who is always there for me as my bestfriend, advicer, a teacher and the most and ever kind Mom giving me support, giving her shoulder to lean on and I can cry with. Thanks, I love you!xoxo

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Have you experience being on T.V? That’s cool, an experience in your life that you won’t forget until you became old and when the time comes that you have already your grandchildren its good experienced to be told to them. I once became a part, little part of a T.V show and that experience was unforgettable. Do you remember the gag show of GMA 7, Bitoy’s Funniest Videos? They have a segment called Yari Ka! and I once became part of it.

Many of my friends, classmates, schoolmates, teachers, neighborhood, and even the tricycle drivers near our house seen that show. And when they see me, they always say Yari Ka! And it was fun because in an instant, at little moment I became popular, especially in our school, I always here the word “Yaris Ka!”or they will say “di ba yan yung nayari sa Bitoy?” and they will call my name, I smiled on them because of many people they recognize me, it was really fun. And that experience took a month of hangover to my schoolmates even in our graduation, when I walk on the aisle, they all shout Yari ka! And when I arrived on the stage, one officer of the DepEd, one of the guests in our graduation, said “Kaya ka pala sikat kase maganda” I smiled saying on my mind “syempre” (hahaha) and it’s because of that T.V show.

Many of my classmates were asking how it happened. Well, its not so long story. As I remember, that was a valentine day February 14, 2008 afternoon. The sister-in-law of my sister was before a talent in talent agency, and I know that she has lot of “rakets”, before that, Feb. 13 in the evening she texted me and said, “Lala gusto mo ba magkapera? Sama kita may raket tayo” and exactly that time I have no money I don’t think and I eagerly agree to go with her, and I know she can be trust. And when that Feb.14 came, she texted me to meet her at Kamias in Edsa, I arrived late because of the traffic, we went to a place I don’t know the exact place but somewhere near in Edsa. Ate Gina said that we will be assisting a puppet show I will be a Production Assistant, and in just an hour I can have 2000, and I smile thinking “hmmm, dami ko na pera, dami ko mabibili mga dress”. We went to an office and met there a guy I don’t remember the name, and she was explaining what to do. He explained to me that I will be the production assistant, I will be assisting him whenever he has a show, I will be the one to prepare the puppets to be used, and so many explanations, and a minute, there’s a call on his cellphone as I’ve heard it was all about his car on the parking and he said “teka lang huh’ maiwan ko muna kayo kase ayusin ko lan yung pagkakapark nung kotse ko”, and as we wait there I’ d seen a lot of puppets especially in the transparent slide cabinet, ate Gina was saying a lot of story while we were waiting, but one of the most puppet whom I get my attention to it was the on figure of a little man, he was wearing an Americana, it was introduced to me by that guy and I don’t my feeling because I became afraid because of his image, that puppet was like the puppet in some horror movies like chucky but not so much, because I love watching horror film, after a while, I told ate Gina “ate nakakatakot naman, dito lalo na yung puppet nay un oh yung nasa cabinet” and then when we two stared on the puppet it move and has a knife on his hand “ate Gina tignan mo may kutsilyo” and the the puppet shout, “roar” and we were shock and shouting the puppet said “kukunin kita lala,kukunin kita lala” and while raising his knife, we were screaming to death, we open the door to get out of that room, but the door was lock, and I’m screaming loudly because I am very afraid I thought that is this real?, that there is a reality of this?, am I gonna die?, is this real? All that thought was scrambled on my mind and don’t know what to do, I really cried and the puppet was continuing to scares us, and the puppet said “kukunin kita lala, dahil ako si Michael V at Yari Ka!” I said “Hala si Michael V.” and I saw Michael V. was behind on that cabinet, after that very moment all of my worries, scare, cries was relief and im happy to death I’ve seen Michael v. that I became a part of his show. So happy that day the most unforgettable day and Valentine’s Day of my life. Thanks to ate Gina and Michael V. and I had an opportunity to talked with Michael V. a little and he hugs me, so happy that day and ate Gina revealed to me that she was a “Kasabwat” and also the owner of the puppets and even my mom knows it but ate Gina say not to tell me because there will be no action or excitement, but its okay with me it was an extraordinary experience and I know that experienced will last a lifetime.

That’s all, in life it’s really true that life was mysterious and full of surprises. I hoped as I live there were lots of happy surprises on my way, and give me another experience that will really extraordinary. Yari ka!

Summer Vacation Rocks!

VACATION? When we hear that word our ears, raised up and our minds were jumping to happiness. Some maybe can relate to this who really a lover of vacations, and for me I really loved vacation because it is our time to unwind, to refresh our mind to the stress we get from our studies and other stuff in life. Reporting’s there, project’s here, defense’s everywhere and when we do all that things, our mind is in a state of a riot we don’t know what to do first and when to start, but we don’t have a choice but to fulfill and finish lots of things and requirements on time. But it’s normal for me to have that work because I’m a nursing student, our works were very loaded, hectic, jump pack in others words, especially me, when other nursing students were stressed out, in my situation it doubles the stress I feel because of my type A personality(that I learned in my General Psychology class), I worked simultaneously, I’m not in peace when I have works that were undone and I tend to be really stressed, and freak out all the time I had that kind of tasks. But in some, they can handle it like type B personality they were relax every time there is a problem they take it in a relax mind, that they know they can do and finish it.

And if vacation time arrives, I’m very happy because I can relax my mind from works and all I have to do is to enjoy the moment, time and the environment. This last summer was the most and most vacation ever that I can say the most unforgettable. And I want to share some of these experiences. The first part of my vacation was when we went to Subic, this happened before our summer class begun and it was really fun. Aside from it’s my first time to be there, it also reminisces my childhood days. We went on a beach with a little bit of white sand, it brought back my memory of my childhood because I’m really a lover of nature and I loved to swim in the sea and when we’ve been there, I enjoy the beach because when I lived here in Manila all were swimming pools and chlorine mixed around the water some was just enough and other were too much chlorine mixed. I really enjoyed the view of sunset, the beach and especially my friends of mine Arrenz, Ami, Marga, Binca and Ling, Ivan, Edwin and Tina who I missed so much right now. After that outing our summer class has begun, but we talked always that after that summer class we will have again an outing and we chose Batangas. Because of Subic adventure we had and I admit we had a deficit in money so we did was, we earned money all through out summer class I collected money everyday, I was so dedicated because I really want to go there.

But before that Batangas outing I had a Quezon vacation stop over first. And it was really unforgettable because, I joined Flores de Mayo there or Santacruzan, because my sister’s mother-in-law was “hermana” in the church there and they chose me as a Reyna Elena, I am very flattered because that’s the most awaited part in the procession.:-)But it’s not only a procession I thought of, there’s a little of role play to be held after. I memorized a 12 stanza poem or they call it “Luwa”, how was that! very stressful but I know I can do it because I memorized a lot when I had my Micro-Para class, but when I read the poem I’m so lost because the Tagalog used was so very deep and I don’t know how will I pronounced that but it was fun I learned new things. And when that Santacruzan day came, I’m very excited because before when I was a child I always say to myself that when I grow up I will be there with an escort and will be crowned Reyna Elena, and suddenly now was the time(this in my moment!). Many people were watching, smiling at me and saying I’m beautiful (bonga!) that my gown was very nice. Although it was a long walked and with a rocky road, all that struggles was gone because of beautiful comments I had with the people. I feel like I’m a princess of some castle, walking on my territory while my people was looking on my beauty (xoxal!lol). After that, the fun never stop, in the night, there was a party held for the participants of the Santacruzan to introduce to all the people. It was exciting because it was also a pageant of beauty I was chose to be one of the muse. And what we did was with my partner, we dance in the middle of the ball and then we solicited money and good thing on it was for the church. And on the good side of me, one of my personality was being competitive, I want to win that moment and it happened I was crowned 1^st , and people there was happy for me because although I‘m new on that place I’m not shy to approach people to solicit money , talked and interact with them. Also a part of that night, and unforgettable was dancing with the oldies who was drunk and with the tune of old, old song, it was really fun because I learned how to dance in the old way and at the same time it was exhausting because after a dance I cannot sit because many people will approach me to dance and you cannot refused because it was made for fun and not for corny people.

After that day I did not sleep, I went to Batangas already for our outing, and it was really, really far, far as I thought. I ride a lot of buses, tricycles before I got to Nasugbo, Batangas. But when I came to the beach I feel relieve because of the beautiful spots and sceneries there. And I say I became black (dark) because we swim all through out and it was under a really hot sun. We have lot of foods, drinks, but the store there was really expensive they sell their stuff 3 times with its real price and all we can do was to buy that because we don’t have other store to buy at. And the most unforgettable moment in there was when we were all asleep in the seashore then suddenly, a big wave of wind came to us. Many tents were falling, as if there were an upcoming storm and it rained really strong we were like wet chicks there because we all stayed in a nipa hut but it was fun and adventurous. And that was a part of my Batangas adventure and we also had a stop over in Tagaytay where we saw Taal Volcano. Take pictures there and eat our breakfast there.

After that Batangas outing I went back to Quezon to spend the rest of my vacation, and it was also fun because I reminisces my past. I also hosted my nephew’s party we held games, games, games and party. We packed foods, assisted children and ate lot of foods there. After that, we went again swimming, that time we went again to the beach and it was really white sand. I enjoyed the beach with its blended blue and green water. We picked sea shells with shapes and the white sand. After that I also experienced bathing in what they called “puso” it was really fun.

That was a part of my adventurous, funniest, and relaxing summer vacation. It gave me another life and a relief to all the stressed I had. I hoped that it’s not the end of it. I hoped it was just a start of the one of my summer vacation in life. Vacation was really fun it was like a delicious food that when you eat and was finished, there is a tendency that after that you want another one and craving for it. And will make your world rocks, Vacation rocks!