Shooting star, so weird and romantic! Last June 28 at 12:08 am, I saw a shooting star, I was then get starstruck because for the first time ever in my life, I saw personally a falling star, it was not actually a star, scientifically saying, it was a meteorite from the galaxy but traditionally we called it as a star. We all know and believe that as we saw that kind of thing we should wish, because it will come true, I wished a lot of things, that it consumed almost a minute. And as I wish, I closed my eyes and wish from the bottom of my heart all what I want in life, for now, for my present and for my future. It may sound romantic also for me, because that moment I was with my boyfriend, while were in the middle of talk, we saw a light in the sky that was so bright I thought it was a fireworks(kwitis) but it did not explode until he said that it was a shooting star. My boyfriend was crying and said all I wish in that shooting star is for you to be my forever.(ahhh, so sweat!!!). And I know that you wished the same way like mine, I did not react and keep my mouth because it may hurt him if I told what I wished in that shooting star and with that wished was to learn how to forget him, because a month ago I experienced a lot of pain, hurts, cries, and was cheated by him and by that I became afraid to love and tired of loving someone you don’t know what was going on his mind, if he was to be trustworthy to be loved, and all that feelings I want to stop and let go and have a peace of mind and I wished was to forget him, until now I didn’t tell him. Although now I’m happy with him but sometimes I get easily hurt because everytime I’m with him, I always reminisced the past that he cheated on me, lied and whatsoever I just don’t want to enumerate that experience. All I can say now is I am now going with the flow of life, moving on with the past and facing the present with full of love and compassion to everybody, I just don’t mind problems now. I’m now focused and gave more attention to my studies, my family and strengthen my faith with God. I thank God for the blessings He’s giving to me, and I know that all that problems I encountered was a blessing in disguise because it was just a lesson and a tool for me to become a good person with a strong heart in facing life, it serves as a training for me so whenever there will be a problem (I hope not to have) I am more stronger and I can face it with courage and not afraid of the circumstances of life and with my family especially my Mom who is always there for me as my bestfriend, advicer, a teacher and the most and ever kind Mom giving me support, giving her shoulder to lean on and I can cry with. Thanks, I love you!xoxo
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