Tuesday, October 19, 2010
ndi lhat ng gus2 mo,mku2ha mo...
Sunday, October 3, 2010
forgive and forget.
I have extreme anger, mad etc. Especially once your cheated by someone you loved and been trusted for so many years. And even if that’s already a past, you will always and always got to reminisce the time it happen, and that girl! She’s so flirt and damn it she’s a trash that if I had a power she’s damn dead from the time I got to know that I was cheated.
I don’t why I can’t move on with that, maybe the reason why it’s hard because this was my first time to be hurt like that, an intense pain that radiate all over my body, and the first time I’ve been cheated like that and it’s true it can happen in real life not only with soap operas I’ve watched before.
But I know and I truly believed if God can forgive why can’t I? And maybe in time I can forget and learn to forgive. And leave all to God.
The most important thing I’ve learned with that was don’t give your full trust to anyone that you know in the first place will cause you harm. And if your in pain don’t think that it’s the end of the world because there’s so many people who love you so much and they will not hurt you instead love you unconditionally like my friends whom I really love (tina, marga, sam, ami, Bianca, heza, kat, reg, ai, ida, beo, kat, raf, merz, nisa, esp. Claire, ayie, rovie), My very best family especially to my Mom, sorry for all the mistakes and bad things I’ve done that cause you lot of worries and to God you’re the BEST, in spite of all my sins Your always there beside me, instruct and guide me to the best path of life.
And to those people who gave me pain, I know how to forget and forgive maybe in God’s time I can apply it. Just bear in your mind “What goes around, comes around, What goes up must come down?”. And Karma will come.
Friday, October 1, 2010
technology..
My OR days were done now and I will missed all the people there the surgeons, nurses, crews, patients and most especially to our clinical instructor Sir Habac who taught us many things, inspired us to become better nurses in the future. We learned a lot that can never be taught inside the classroom and it was one of the most treasured things I will never ever forget in my life, and I’ll always have to bear in my mind. He taught us how the real nurses perform procedures with a touch of Filipino care. And also the moments we’ve shared, either toxic or sleepy moments that was the most happiest experience a student nurse would have in their entire studies that no one could ever have. And my group mates whom I’ve shared my laughter’s, picture takings, horror momentsJ, brain storming, food trips, and crazy things we’ve shared with our OR duty that was the great and best among all.
And above all thanks to God because He guides us in every procedure we participated and to the lives we save, He also answered all our prayers we asked especially for more cases. Thank you God.
And I hoped this will be a start of colorful duty experience we will have as we take the road of learning’s and wisdom. J
As time goes, especially now I remember my first semester of this year that reminisce my feeling how happy I am that I’m now a 3rd year student that almost 1 year I will finish my studies, and now we’re near on our final exams and another thing would be the end of the semester I’m happy, excited, and nervous. Happy because next year finally I will become a 4th year student already, and after that graduation and little by little I can reach my goal and dreams in life to be successful. Excited not only for the vacation these sembreak because I will be spending my free time to relax and unwind my self, but also for the second semester that we will have the subjects, professors, duties and new skills and learning’s we’ll going to have. And nervous because as Ms. D told us to have our sembreak be fruitful because this 2nd semester will be loaded of all major subjects and that was 5 major subjects that gave us anxiety that it will be more difficult than the other semesters we have taken already. But I know I can make it as long as I have strong faith w/ God, prayers, and my motto I’ve learned “daig ng masipag ang matalino” so I should be “masipag” all the time.
As we have our Nursing Informatics subject, it’s new but we learned a lot especially with the technology, it made the impossible, possible. Like doing NCP’s within 5 minutes and it’s incredibly amazing it fun to have technology. Right now I’m doing our case study even if we were far to each other with this wiki it made our work easy. Isn’ t amazing? So wonderful…J
taking the path...
operating room duty!!!xo happy!!!
My OR days were done now and I will missed all the people there the surgeons, nurses, crews, patients and most especially to our clinical instructor Sir Habac who taught us many things, inspired us to become better nurses in the future. We learned a lot that can never be taught inside the classroom and it was one of the most treasured things I will never ever forget in my life, and I’ll always have to bear in my mind. He taught us how the real nurses perform procedures with a touch of Filipino care. And also the moments we’ve shared, either toxic or sleepy moments that was the most happiest experience a student nurse would have in their entire studies that no one could ever have. And my group mates whom I’ve shared my laughter’s, picture takings, horror momentsJ, brain storming, food trips, and crazy things we’ve shared with our OR duty that was the great and best among all.
And above all thanks to God because He guides us in every procedure we participated and to the lives we save, He also answered all our prayers we asked especially for more cases. Thank you God.
And I hoped this will be a start of colorful duty experience we will have as we take the road of learning’s and wisdom. J
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
LSS, over!!!!
Did you know the LSS, this song was the one I always sang, and it was really nice especially the cold voice of Vanessa Carlton, (di nakakasawa pakinggan)….here was the lyrics of it from google.com ♥
"Pretty Baby"
You light me up and then I fall for you
You lay me down and then I call for you
Stumbling on reasons that are far and few
I'd let it all come down and then some for you
Pretty baby don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
Pretty baby why can't you see
You're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
For you're the sun that breaks the storm
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
As long as you keep comin' around, oh pretty baby
And I know things can't last forever
But there are lessons that you'll never learn
Oh just the scent of you it makes me hurt
So how's it you that makes me better
[Chorus]
Why can't you hold me and never let go
When you touch me it is me that you own
Pretty baby oh the place that you hold in my heart
Would you break it apart again... oh pretty baby
[Chorus]
Pretty baby, why can't you see
Pretty baby, don't you leave me
Pretty baby, why can't you see
Pretty baby, don't you leave me,
Pretty Baby
My Pretty Baby
My Pretty Baby
Don't you leave me [fade]
lesson's in life
..,this morning with our Med-Surg class I was inspired again with Ms. D. She told as a really true story about her and her friend, while she’s telling that I felt that some part of it was like mine, that sometimes I became stupid with love, I know that my studies were affected especially when we fight, I know what were the disadvantages and yet I continue to love him. I know that somewhere in near future, I cannot get the life I want and dreamed of if I continue with him. To make it short, the end point of that lesson I got a while ago and that I should really, really bear it on my mind is that “wag kang pipili ng lalaking walang patutunguhan ang buhay” I know in time I will realize this one and will correct the path I am taking. I should focus on the right way in order for me to succeed. xoxo