forgive and forget.

I have extreme anger, mad etc. Especially once your cheated by someone you loved and been trusted for so many years. And even if that’s already a past, you will always and always got to reminisce the time it happen, and that girl! She’s so flirt and damn it she’s a trash that if I had a power she’s damn dead from the time I got to know that I was cheated.

I don’t why I can’t move on with that, maybe the reason why it’s hard because this was my first time to be hurt like that, an intense pain that radiate all over my body, and the first time I’ve been cheated like that and it’s true it can happen in real life not only with soap operas I’ve watched before.

But I know and I truly believed if God can forgive why can’t I? And maybe in time I can forget and learn to forgive. And leave all to God.

The most important thing I’ve learned with that was don’t give your full trust to anyone that you know in the first place will cause you harm. And if your in pain don’t think that it’s the end of the world because there’s so many people who love you so much and they will not hurt you instead love you unconditionally like my friends whom I really love (tina, marga, sam, ami, Bianca, heza, kat, reg, ai, ida, beo, kat, raf, merz, nisa, esp. Claire, ayie, rovie), My very best family especially to my Mom, sorry for all the mistakes and bad things I’ve done that cause you lot of worries and to God you’re the BEST, in spite of all my sins Your always there beside me, instruct and guide me to the best path of life.

And to those people who gave me pain, I know how to forget and forgive maybe in God’s time I can apply it. Just bear in your mind “What goes around, comes around, What goes up must come down?”. And Karma will come.